Comfort…

This morning,  after hearing the song, somewhat live, the song that I’ve Been repeating over and over In my head for days, to try and bring some peace within my head as well as the combination of a severe sinus infection and so much other chaos I finally relented and cried a little, because I am so exhausted and again in indiscibable sinus pain again even after my procedure back in april.

I was so surprised when you heard me and actually got up from where you were, came over and nuzzled my chin, then you sat on me and relaxed on the blanket.  Perhaps you do understand when humans are sad.

Maddie used to do that to, but now she is old. And can’t do much. When I was very ill back in the day, I would catch her watching me out of the corner of my eye. Sometimes she would even sit on me in the bed, not sleeping and just staring. When I would wake up sweating and shaking  a while later, she would still be in the same place staring, she never slept she only watched over me.

I must say (that when Maddie is gone) (hopefully not soon) that perhaps you be just as comforting and as concerned as she was.

It’s frightening for things to be in turmoil chaos sickness and  complete exhaustion isn’t it?

Meowmmy