Dear meowmmy
Happy 47th birthday.
Thank you for trying your absolute best, in these past months to find out why I have been wheezing and stuffed up.
As much as you have tried with three vet’s and many diagnosis the cause still hasn’t been found, and I know it hurts your heart to still hear me wheezy.
I also know all the effort and still with no real cause it has been quite stressful, in fact downright terrifying for you, as losing me is your ultimate fear.
(a truly inner horror which you suffer from everyday) (even in your sleep) I wish there was something I could do
I also know and sense that if the need arrised you would give up your life so that I would.not have to give up. mine.
So I am.so happy that you picked me from that faraway petsmart out of all my siblings those five years ago. You are the best cat mom that any cat could ever have. I love you so much.. happy birthday and congratulations for making it this far.
Max
Dear meowmmy,
As I have died this year. And this will be your first birthday in 16 years without me.
I am always with you and max in spirt perhaps I even know and see what torture you are enduring.. I know yall miss me and I miss you too. I could not have asked for better loving and attentive care while I was on this earth and at the end.
I know and look forward to when yall will come. Perhaps I do know the day and the hour. (And perhaps that was my spirt that you felt last September one month before my death) as a comfort for you to revisit
Whether soon or in a little while. (Not to long) I will be waiting with open paws. I will always love each of you very much and I keep you in my heart.
Love maddie.
LIVING WITH CHRONIC PAIN WITH ANNA AND MAX 