Month: September 2023

Well Max

My second worst nightmare came true. Last Friday. The one where I needed to figure out somehow to get you to the doctor. The one that whirls around and around in my head all day and everyday. Because I can no longer can drivedrive.

But it’s now been over a week since he got an 100 dollar 💵 antibiotic shot for what was not entirely diagnosed because he peed all over everything before me and the “price gouging” “medical” transportation that I have been having to use got there. So I had to pay for a 400 blood test. But I know he probably had one because he urine smelled foul. I keep the box clean everyday, so I have absolutely no clue how he could have gotten one. It just is another “strange” out of the blue illness that has no basis in understanding.

But now over a week later the constant worrying and Watching him every minute. Looking in his little box all the time. Being concerned that he still isn’t acting like himself. Is making my meger existence just more unbearable.

I actually just am unable to wrap my head around how serious this situation could have been. And actually he was acting strange and I’ll for a few weeks. Thank God (and I really mean it) that I finally noticed the extreme ammonia smell and looked up to find that wasn’t normal. (I actually didn’t know)

The truth of it really I just can’t comprehend because most likely he had the infection for a while and it was turning more and more serious. Urinary tract infections are extremely serious especially in male cats. They can get a blockage and not be able to pee at all (and the truth is if it gets to that point it can be fatal) or they would need immediate emergency surgery tonsave their lives that’s always been a surprise to me (but it’s really true)

Two years ago, Max came close he had a more serious Uti. And that’s when I wasn’t in pain like this and my unreliable neighbor was still here. She was reliable one time and drove us the 40 miles there and back to the emergency vet. If she hadn’t I don’t know what might have occurred

He is still constantly wheezing though. Its horrible for us both. 😢 why does he keep getting SICK? meowmmy thinks ITS QUITE A COICENDENCE.

I feel like I can’t take it anymore, though.

Dear max.

After I payed my task taskrabbit person 50 dollars for a ride to the dentist yesterday. In order to get my implant stitches removed and receive my partial total cost 4000 dollars the dentist told me I needed another root canal so hopefully Monday I can tolerate the head pain and pressure and pay my taskrabbit another 50 to get back to the dentist. I’ll pay 2000 for another root canal.

How will I even eat and take all the pain? And the money. As Jenny says once it’s gone it’s gone I wish she wouldn’t lecture me about it.. does she really think that not a day goes by that I image us being homeless?

So right now I am shaking everywhere I am so weak that I can barely stand up. And recently the head pain and pressure has been so bad that I can barely move at all.. after the last doctor told me again he could do nothing for me.

This is why I’m going bankrupt paying taskrabbit drivers also Wednesday morning the apartment complex towed my car. I came out and it was gone . I was panicked. I didn’t know if it was stolen. Nothing like this has 3ger happened to me b2for3. Luckily I figured out who to call and because I hadn’t put my renewed sticker which I had in the house for a month on the back they towed it.

Thank goodness I had a dentist appointment and my taskrabbit driver came to pick me up otherwise I have no idea how I would have gotten the car back.

It was another 125 to get it out and another 70 to the taskrabbit driver. I have to check my credit card statement tomorrow because the bill is due the 15th. Jenny always reminds me and tells me I’ll be bankrupt at least that’s how I feel. But I love her and Ron they are business people and I understand. They are the only people I truly have. But it aggressive the head pain and pressure when I hear this. Because the bull could be close to 5000 and getting higher.

This is also terrifying. Oh God my head hurts so bad right now I can hardly stand it. Then last two days also with my sedative psychiatrist medicine I’ve been taking mire sedatives to try to remain asleep all day.

Also I still don’t know what is wrong with max after 4 vet appointments and thousands of dollars his last diagnosis was basically allergies. But h3 still weezezys and it terrified me. The only option they gave me was to put him to sleep and see if he has polyps up his nose. I won’t risk that.

Max? I know things can even get worse. Also we have out 15 flea infestation and I’m xover3d in flea bit3s.

I’m really really getting to the point where I can’t stand this anymore. There’s no where to go for the headaches from h3re

I’m scared.

Meowmmy