I seems impossible (unless a facial pain solution is found that I will able to complete my dental implant work.
One of my back teeth towards the front was pulled in August 2023. Basically because I was in terrible tooth pain and was unable to get to an endontist (because I had no medical ride) which would have saved the tooth.
So it was pulled to stop the pain and thousands were put as a down-payment for a future implant. First I payed for the bone graft which was done. I was suppose to come back in December to recieve the actual permanent tooth.
But as the facial pain had gotten worse I am not able to sit in the dentist chair. So I have right now lost thousands and wish the facial pain would just let up so I could get my permanent tooth.. but it hasn’t so I have a hole in my mouth. I guess its lucky that the facial pain only allows me to eat soft foods. But I had having the hole there
As we lay in the bed. Me holding the ice bag on my face.. desperately trying to sleep and now not being able to watch TV anymore (it’s groundhog days) there is no day that is different anymore. 😪 now for over a year. I have just eaten some sugar free yogurt which makes the pain worse. And taken more laxatives as I desperately struggle to have any kind of bowel movement ( chronic constipation has also been going on for years) it is the same with this everyday. Holding the heating pad on my stomach trying to get some relief.
I also now have to take one of many psychiatric pills (which) I’ve been taking for years which now cause the chronic pain in my face to again become unbearable. Then I will get some more ice for the ice bag and lay down again.
Perhaps I have an interesting answer. (allergies due to weight and a dusty and not very clean environment for you or for me. (But back in April 2023 one of the many diagnosis he had was allergies but the environment was not mentioned as a possible cause)
You are wheezing on the cat tree at the window. But now after the past two weeks saga of vet’s (someone else had to take you) I cannot anymore. (as well you being as being given unsessary antibiotics again from my incompetence vet)
I desperately had to stramble the other day tonfind someone to take you to the emergency vet) a (horrific day) after your eyes suddenly started to water and I called my regular who said (that is a total emergency) I said a little eye Discharge) ? She says yes I’ve seen cats eyes pop out over that before) stupidest thing I’ve ever heard.. so there was complete panic with me. My God an emergency I have to get him there. (I found a lady to take him and of course (IT WAS NOT AN EMERGENCY)!!!
All that fear was unsessary and so scary
I’m wanting to get it cleaned up.. but feel concerned 😟 about strangers in the house 🏠 when I cannot get out of bed.
As I have just taken my anxiety pill amd what feels like complete blackness as I try to sleep makes me to terrified to let go. It feels as if I am dying everyday 😪
Since I have nothing to do but think for hours and hours I try not to remember how it was before this started… the first couple of chronic pain free years here.. when simple pleasures were abundant.. (such as waking up at 6 am to watch a news program with cups of coffee ☕️ (I cannot drink coffee anymore 😫
LIVING WITH CHRONIC PAIN WITH ANNA AND MAX 